Please Include Me In Your Life

I hate feeling like Im not apart of your life
I feel like you dont include me in anything you do
Yeah its hard cause we are so far away now
But dont lie to me about what you are doing
Because I will always know when you are lying
I just wish this was all different
I wish you were you but just a lil different
I wish you had never lied
I wish there wasnt a sneaky bone in your body
But facts are
there is and you did
You claim there is no more lying going on
But when you lie about the little things
it lets me know you lie about the big things
And I always seem to find out
so why
Why do you do it
You say you want to make this work
But this just isnt working for me
I cant trust you
I dont know how
I used to but you took that away the very second you lied
I dont know how to get that back
I've tired and still am
But I just cant seem to do it
Everything you say in my mind I think LIE
I just wish things were different
I wish you wouldnt lie
and I wish you would try and include me in your life.