Fool for You

I feel like I have so much to say but nothing to come out
So many thoughts
So many feelings
But I just cant put them into words
I want to yell at you
I want to scream
I want to tell you everything I am thinking
Everything I feel
But it wont matter to you
and what will it change
It will prove nothing to me
and only show you how much of a fool I am for you

How did I get this way
How did it happen yet again
Why do I let people have so much power over me
How can I put someone else before me

I have so much going through my mind
So many questions
So many what ifs
whys, hows, whens, who
And so many damn I told you so's
And yet I just keep asking myself
Why are you still thinking about this man
What did he really do for you
NOTHING
But yet Im sitting here wasting my time worrying about him and our so called relationship we never really had