Energy

I've lost all my energy
and I'm mad
I'm mad at myself for letting you do this to me
For letting myself feel so close to you
When in actual reality you know nothing about me

You don't even understand me
That I'm emotional
That I give my all
That you mean everything to me

I'm so mad at myself
For having these feelings
For believing what you said
For wasting my time

And I'm even more mad at myself
For wanting to do it all over again
Because truth is I really love you
And every second I'm with you I feel complete

And now I've lost all my energy
Because I gave it all to you
To get nothing in return