K.L.T (A turning point in our relationship)

It crazy How attached I am to you
and even though I dont spend that much time with you
the time we do spend is amazing

Im so happy when Im with you and the thought of you being far drives me insane

What am I going to do without you
How am I going to make it

You've made feel so different then any other man has
Its just like we click
From the first day it just seemed right
Nothing else seems to fit more then me and you

And Now your leaving
WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?

Im trying to be understanding
Im trying to be happy for you
But I just want to cry

I just want to beg you not to leave
But that would be selfish and I want what is best for you

But how could whats best for you be you being so far from me?
HOW IS THAT BEST?

I need you here with me..
I want you here with me..

The feelings I have for you have grown and grown
into something that I cant explain..
Words couldnt even begin to explain the feelings I feel when Im with you
when you call, when you tell me you love me

It all just seems so right
Like we have been together for years
Like we have been telling each other I love you for a lifetime..

I just wish you didnt have to go

Part of me just wants to fall on the floor and kick and scream
But that wont change that you are leaving
And it sure as hell wont make anything better

Im trying to stay positive that we are going to stay together
Honestly I cant see it any other way
But do you feel the same?

Do you believe in us the same way I believe in us?
I want nothing more then to be with you
Ive never been so content with a relationship in my life..

I've stopped my player ways..
I cant even look at another man without seeing your face and hearing your name

Why? Why? Why?

Why do you have to go?
I know this is a test but..
WHY?

I hope we can make it through this
I promise to be there for you
as long as you let me..

And Im going to try to be understanding
And Im going to give you all my trust
Just please dont break my heart
Dont make me regret doing this..

But honestly I dont think I could regret this
Because I honestly want nothing more then to be with you...

I just wish it didnt have to be this way..

We gotta make it work...