Monday, September 17, 2007

I hate this!!

I hate this kind of feeling
knowing you are in the wrong
and there is nothing you can do to change it

I hate regretting something I did
knowing that I made a wrong decision
knowing I hurt you

Somehow I wish I could make this better
but Im not so sure I know how
Ive said sorry

thats about all I can do

I Messed up

What was I thinking?
You never deserved me acting that way
Although I never planned to do what I did
I still did it
And theres nothing I can do to change that
Ive said sorry
thats all I can do
I wish you would forgive me
I really want to keep trying at this
Your a good person
I know
You never deserved this
Im so sorry Ive treated you this way
My heart is beating at the thought
I Messed up
I hate this

Friday, September 07, 2007

Who are you to think?

who are you to think
You can just come back to me

Thinking I cant sleep
when your not there with me

Who are you to think
I'd just let you back in

No hesitation
no questions asked

Who are you to think
You're worth all that

My life has moved on
including my heart

Who are you think
you can just come back to me

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

I tried so hard

Why I wasted a year of my life on you I don't know
I was so sure you would come around
that my time and patience would change your mind
but you cant love the one who doesn't want to be loved

I tired so hard
to be the one

I thought I'd be ok with us just as friends
but I was wrong
When you told me you were with her
I snapped
How could you want to be with someone else
I gave you everything you asked for and more

I tired so hard
to be the one

Wish things were different
I wish you could see
just how much I want it to be
just you and me
But you wont let me in
and I cant try anymore

I tired so hard
to be the one

I was hoping one day you would see
that I could be
everything you wanted
all that you desired
but you just wont let me

I tired so hard
to be the one