I Messed up

What was I thinking?
You never deserved me acting that way
Although I never planned to do what I did
I still did it
And theres nothing I can do to change that
Ive said sorry
thats all I can do
I wish you would forgive me
I really want to keep trying at this
Your a good person
I know
You never deserved this
Im so sorry Ive treated you this way
My heart is beating at the thought
I Messed up
I hate this