My secret Passion

I had him
right where I've been wanting him
he was about to be mine

I was dreaming of this day
waiting to get close

Feeling his hands touching my body
Felt so right but was so wrong

He kissed me
He touched me

It took all I had to pull back
I didnt let it go to far
It had already went far enough

I stood their thinking
"You've been waiting for this,
Go for it"

But I just left
And now Im stuck with this lingering
memory that just wont fade