Looking at my life

Stepping back and looking at my life
I feel like I have nothing to show for last 17 years of my life

What have I done with myself?
Nothing remarkable.

Im always trying to better myself...
or at least I'd like to

Do I ever do anything to better myself.
So much talking but never any action.

Its so hard to look at your life any figure out what to do,
and know that it is a good decision,
and at some point in time it will help better yourself.