Again and Again

I feel my eyes start to swell
Words flow through my head
but wont come out

Broken
Hurt
Confused

This place I came to know
and tried so hard to get out of

Now Im back
Not really sure how I got here
Again and again

My happiess comes and goes
so fast
I get a glimpes
and then its gone as soon as I start to feel

Why
WHY!
I scream why

But the answers are no where to be found
Im back to this place...again