Lost love

My abidding love for you has faded
Your memory still lingers on,
but shall remain unmentioned
The memories I wanted to last forever
now drive me insane.
I sit alone and realize
how much my life revolved around you
My everyday was planned around you
Come home, be with you
stay home and wait for you
You never asked me to, I did because I loved you.
I wanted to be with you 24-7
But you didnt feel the same
I was just another anoying girl
You lied to me like it was nothing
Cheated and told me your sorry and I believed it.
Why because I loved you.
You were the one I dreamed of.
The one I dreamed of forever with
I thought we'd never part.
But things changed
You never felt the same
It dosent hurt like it used to now
But you still always cross my mind
You still have a place in my memories