Once the happiest day of my life

Once the happiest day of my life.
Has now turned into one bad memory
One that just wont seem to fade.
I remember it like it was yesterday
Long hours on the phone
Rushing home to wait for your call
Stealing every moment I could
to be with you.
Now everyone knows about you
How you broke my heart
I couldnt hide the tears anymore
My face turned into stone
You turned me back
into what I worked so hard not to be
You made me scared to laugh
Scared to cry
You made me feel unworthy of myself
You made me hate you
and hate myself for loving you so much
Once the happiest day of my life now the worst.
Once the person I longed for,
the one who had my heart
Now the one I hate for making me this way.
Once upon a time, 3 years ago
My life began to end