September 25

Its coming up
September 25
The day you should have been brought into this world
My life changed the day I found out I was pregnant
And my world crashed the day they told me you werent going to make it

How could I lose something I loved so much?
How could your life be gone just like that?

My heart aches everytime I think about it
Everytime I see a baby
A pregnant belly

What do I know
I've never felt such pain
I dont know what to do
or how to move on

I miss you

My mood has been up and down
Round and round
I feel so empty
so sad
Like my heart is empty

I miss "it"
The feeling I had
the love I knew I had found
that real love
A love I knew would have been unconditional
My heart was finally happy
I was happy
a lil worried
but I knew I could make it
that we would make it

And now your gone
I never saw that coming
I had so much planned already
I could already feel you were going to be great
You were my pride and joy
The one thing I always wanted
the one thing I knew I was meant to do
It was finally time for me to be a mother

But your gone
and your never coming back
How can I miss you so much
and never even seen your face
never touched you
never looked into your eyes
Yet I feel empty
You were there and now your gone

How can I move on from something that was here and gone so fast?
Yet I loved you like you had been here for years