I need a Hug

I don't know if this is pregnancy hormones or what
But today I really just feel like I could cry
I feel like everything is just so messed up
and nothing is going the way it should
I'm trying to stay positive but its so hard
I really am trying to not let things get me
But it seems like everything is getting to me
Even the little things

I need a hug..

Just let me Know

Its so obvious you care about me
Anyone can see
But is it that love that will never fade
The type of love you cant live without
I need to know
Sometimes I feel like this couldnt get any better
And other times I think how much worse can it get
See I need you
I want you
I really dont want to live without you
But I need you to feel the same
I need all the games to stop
I need to know you are mine and I am yours
I want us to stay together
Grow old together
have a family
But you gotta let me know..
Are you ready?
Do you feel the same?
Just let me know..

Please Include Me In Your Life

I hate feeling like Im not apart of your life
I feel like you dont include me in anything you do
Yeah its hard cause we are so far away now
But dont lie to me about what you are doing
Because I will always know when you are lying
I just wish this was all different
I wish you were you but just a lil different
I wish you had never lied
I wish there wasnt a sneaky bone in your body
But facts are
there is and you did
You claim there is no more lying going on
But when you lie about the little things
it lets me know you lie about the big things
And I always seem to find out
so why
Why do you do it
You say you want to make this work
But this just isnt working for me
I cant trust you
I dont know how
I used to but you took that away the very second you lied
I dont know how to get that back
I've tired and still am
But I just cant seem to do it
Everything you say in my mind I think LIE
I just wish things were different
I wish you wouldnt lie
and I wish you would try and include me in your life.

Up and Down

Up and down
Round and Round

Some days Im so high
I mean cloud nine high
Almost in heaven

And some days Im so low
Im talkin almost to the earths core

Up and down
Round and Round
Yep, thats us

I cant help but be in love with you
I just want you near

My every dream is about you
and the life I dream of is with you

The smile you put on my face is crazy
And you seem to do it daily

But I also cant help but get mad at you
Somethings you do just really get on my nerves

You always think your right
but not all the time only some of the time

Sometimes you just really get under my skin
And some how I love it

I love every minute with you
I love every second we spend on the phone
Every text message
And everything in between

I just hope we make this last
And I hope we always find away to work things out
Cause without you my world would be blue.

I just dont get it

I don't get it
I really don't understand
Why do I love you so much
I just cant seem to let you go
I want you to be mine and only mine
I hate it when you flirt with other girls
It drives me insane every time I get mad you make me smile
Why
I just don't understand
Why Do I love you this much?
Everyone else is so sure that you and me will never work
And honestly I have no idea if we will or not
But why not try?
Why should I give up when I really don't want to?
I wont.
I wont give up
I'm going to try my hardest to make this work
But you have to try too