The Game of Love

Searching
Constantly
Its like my eyes never take a break
And as soon as I spot one
Im in for the kill
Its like I got to have it
Like an addiction
Until I feel its broken
Then I move to the next
Constantly trying to find the perfect one
But it seems so hard
Almost like a game of catch and throw
But sometimes by mistake
I throw something fragile
And the receiver always seems to be careless

The Battle

Trying to complete myself
such a battle
The act of trying to find the one
who makes you feel whole
seems nearly impossible

At the age of 19 I feel like
such an old woman
Ready to settle down
No one my age is ready

Love seems like such an up hill battle
Over the years I've seemed to get so turned off from it.
But yet yearning so much more

I guess its the principle of wanting something you cant have

The Meeting

The whole morning was just a spin
I remember it like it was yesterday

Early morning texts
Checking the time and place

Trying to keep the nerves down
The ride to the subway was the longest

Subway seemed a blur
A goofy smile the whole way

Butterflies in my stomach

A text "Be there in 10"
Made my heart skip a beat

Finally after 5 years

One last phone call before the meet
Where you at?
I dont see you..
There you are! "Click"

A sweet embrace
"Your beautiful"

July 1, 2008