I remember you

I remember it like it was yesterday
Standing outside looking into your eyes
hearing your words
seeing your smile
You looked as if you hadn't a care in the world
Your smile lite up the night

I remember the phone call
The crying on the other end
The words haunt me
He killed him self

I remember sitting there for hours
trying to piece everything together
seeing your face and smile in my mind

How could you be gone so soon?
I just saw you the other day
Why didn't you just speak up
let me know there was something wrong
we could have talked
I would have been there for you

It still hasn't hit me
I'm not sure when it will
maybe one day when I'm riding through Alton
and I don't see you walking by
or I don't hear you call out my name

Your face still runs through my mind
every time I close my eyes, there you are

I remember it like it was yesterday
Standing outside looking into your eyes
hearing your words
seeing your smile
That's how I will always remember you

Calling me

Picturing you

Your face
your lips
your eyes

they are calling me

The physical attraction is almost to much to bare

The whole night is a blur
except for you

I remember you
and the look you gave me

I remember your words
and how you felt

Picturing you

your face
your lips
your eyes

they are calling me

Memory

You moved on like it was nothing

I'm breaking down
I gave in
I shouldn't have called you
My worst nightmare came true

You forgot about me

When I heard your voice I got this chill
The I realized what you said
"Who is this"

My heart dropped
those words ring in my head

How could you just forget

My love couldn't change you
Your heart just wouldn't see

How much I wanted it to be
you and me

You deleted my number
and my memory

How could it be so easy for you
when its so hard for me

I've been waiting

The morning calls
the late night talks

your becoming part of my life

the sweet words
the kind remarks

everything about you warms my heart

I've been waiting for so long
for someone like you

this one has to be right
together this just might

Be what I've been waiting for

Sharp Turn

The world around me seems to be slipping
Or maybe its me

Everything is closing in on me
Why could this be

I have built this life on what I wanted it to be
or maybe

Maybe this is just another task
for everyone to see
I can be what they want me to be

Ive enclosed myself in this life
always afraid of change

hoping and wishing
things would just stay the same

Inevitable change has came may way
and I'm shaking at the thought

My life is taking a sharp turn
and I cant make it stop