Not my dad or my father

No words can describe
how I feel about you

You hurt me repeatedly
and dont even care

How can you treat someone you are supposed to love this way
Your own flesh and blood

It kills me to know
that I dont even cross your mind

and time after time
I cry

thinking it was me
maybe Im in the wrong

But you choose her over me
way to many times

She speaks to me disrespectfully
and you disregard it

And dont get me started on him
He isnt even your son

You treat him like King
And me like the step daughter

You made me
not him

I loved you more then anything
his love for you could never compare

And yet you dont give a damn about me

You lie
to everyone about me

Im always made out to be the bad one
but little do you know

the whole family knows
how you treated me

They saw it with their own eyes

I give up
You made me come to this point

You arent my dad or my father

Time Flys by...

The days and the years have seem to just flow by
Constantly moving

Time stops for no one
it takes no breaks

It seems just like yesterday
I was running around in a diaper

Now I'm grown
and out on my own

One word describes my life
FAST

I look back and it flew by

So many memories
and not enough time to explain them