Wishing and Wondering

Searching for the right words
has never been hard for me

Until now

So many thoughts
floating around in my head

Yet none come out

My minds always wondering
thinking of all the fondaling

Trying to remember exactly how it went

Wanting to replay it over and over in my head
Just keeps me going through the day

Tossing and turning in the night

This keeps me up all night
wishing and wondering